xNATEx

The Straight Edge.
Nate. 24. Southern California. Father of Evelyn Marie.

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet the Force.

I will believe in dragons for as long as I run with dragons.

im so fucking sick of not being able to get a job. ive applied at more places than anyone i know (more than 3 times each), not even job agencies are calling back. i FINALLY get an interview…”on the 18th at 2” and i show up at 1:50 to a group interview that started at 1:45. this is really starting to crush me.

These are pictures of Evelyn’s birthdays so far. I wanted to post this yesterday but I was at Disneyland from 8:30am (for character breakfast) til almost 12am celebrating Evelyn’s 4th birthday!

October 6th, 2009: The day I earned the title of dad and my life was changed forever. And I wouldn’t have it any other way. Thank you for being my little princess Evelyn Marie<3 I love you!

Father&#8217;s Day 2013!
i love my little princess&lt;3

Father’s Day 2013!

i love my little princess<3

June 2, 2013
Sonic is a lot more than just a video game character to me. He was important to me in my childhood, a hero in my eyes. The night I saw my parents get into a big argument which lead to their divorce (in ‘93), my Uncle who lived next door with my grandma, took my sisters and I into his room to calm us down. He tried to get us to stop crying from what we had just witnessed and went over to my parents to do his best to resolve the issue. I remember this like it was yesterday…the one thing that he had in his room that kept me from crying happened to be Sega Genesis. He put in “Sonic the Hedgehog” and the events that caused so much confusion and sadness seem to fade away at that moment. I was completely focused on this little blue animal wearing red shoes. After that, video games became an instant connection between my uncle and I. He was always excited to watch me play and let me know when he had a new Sega game even after we all moved. Video games became a way to cope with certain situations in my life and it really did and does continue to help me. Another thing he loved to do was draw. He would even make copies of drawings he made (including Sonic since he was also one of his favorite characters) and give them to me to color in. Well a few years down the road I happened to pass that love with Sonic down to my daughter Evelyn. She loves the little blue guy, she even calls herself Sonic when wearing a certain pair of shoes! Recently he had a heart attack and stroke which lead him to being in the hospital for almost a month. Sadly he passed away yesterday due to complications. But I will never forget him, the memories and how often he was there for my sisters and I. He was a major impact on my life even though I never told him…and it started by introducing me to Sonic the Hedgehog. My Uncle became a hero in my eyes. I love you and will miss you. Our love for Sonic will continue through Evelyn Marie :) Thank you.

June 2, 2013
Sonic is a lot more than just a video game character to me. He was important to me in my childhood, a hero in my eyes. The night I saw my parents get into a big argument which lead to their divorce (in ‘93), my Uncle who lived next door with my grandma, took my sisters and I into his room to calm us down. He tried to get us to stop crying from what we had just witnessed and went over to my parents to do his best to resolve the issue. I remember this like it was yesterday…the one thing that he had in his room that kept me from crying happened to be Sega Genesis. He put in “Sonic the Hedgehog” and the events that caused so much confusion and sadness seem to fade away at that moment. I was completely focused on this little blue animal wearing red shoes. After that, video games became an instant connection between my uncle and I. He was always excited to watch me play and let me know when he had a new Sega game even after we all moved. Video games became a way to cope with certain situations in my life and it really did and does continue to help me. Another thing he loved to do was draw. He would even make copies of drawings he made (including Sonic since he was also one of his favorite characters) and give them to me to color in. Well a few years down the road I happened to pass that love with Sonic down to my daughter Evelyn. She loves the little blue guy, she even calls herself Sonic when wearing a certain pair of shoes! Recently he had a heart attack and stroke which lead him to being in the hospital for almost a month. Sadly he passed away yesterday due to complications. But I will never forget him, the memories and how often he was there for my sisters and I. He was a major impact on my life even though I never told him…and it started by introducing me to Sonic the Hedgehog. My Uncle became a hero in my eyes. I love you and will miss you. Our love for Sonic will continue through Evelyn Marie :) Thank you.

true, alcohol can be far more destructive. but the argument that marijuana is NOT destructive is just so wrong. do i need to post pictures of the innocent people killed in mexico in their civil drug wars? you might not live there but the fact IS that people are killing innocent men, women and children over control to sell weed*, is that not destructive?

*not only marijuana but cocaine and heroin as well.

Down To Nothing

DTN tonight and i’m in the process of getting a fever. I wonder how this is gonna turn out haha #YOLO

EDGE DAY 2012.

HAPPY EDGE DAY TO ALL YOU WHO KEEP IT ALIVE AND TRUE!

this is not for you fakers and breakers.

this is for all those who stand strong, stand true.

this is not a trend. this is not a fad.

this is for you, not for some hyped up member of a band

or for some wrestler on tv.

this is for life, not just for a few days or months.

STAY STRONG AND STAND PROUD

<3

XXX

Some people get a Mercedes handed to them, a new phone, trips to san francisco, a new life. And others get an empty bedroom, no money, depression and a car that wont start. Yay life.

DON’T MISTAKE MY KINDNESS FOR WEAKNESS.

My open hand can easily become a closed fist if the time comes…